We're living in a den of thieves.

UVAHA!

2007-07-18T10:06:15Z

If you have heard about the phosphorous thing, I'm fine and so is everyone else here. Don't worry! I'm not going home because I don't need to. This wasn't terrorism or anything like that, it was just a train derailing. The phosphorous is heavy and it will settle down, and even if it didn't, it's moving away from Lviv and in a few days I will be in the Карпати (the Carpathians) which is in the opposite direction. So don't freak out. If you haven't heard about the phosphorous thing, this is what happened. A train or truck full of phosphorous derailed spilling phosphorous in the air yesterday, but don't worry. Everything is fine. Seriously, I saw babies outside yesterday so all is good.

Nevermind. I don't know what's going on. I might be leaving early, I might not. The Overseas Advisory Council says that Americans might want to stay out of the area, whatever that means.

WHOA!!

2007-01-10T03:18:43Z

I didn't realize how much I've changed within the last three years. I was reading public posts right before my friends-only picture. How did anybody put up with me? I know I'm still a little drama queen but what I read was ridiculous. I'm very embarrassed and sorry to those of you that had to deal with me back then. I laughed especially hard at the "EVERYTIME YOU TAKE HIM AWAY I DIE A LITTLE BIT INSIDE!"

Nice huh?

Oh crap, I'm thinking that I should just delete everything from before 2005. I was pretty retarded when I was fifteen. However, a lot of people were retarded when they were fifteen, but that's not an excuse for me.

Badness...

Oh well, I'll just make this one public and issue this disclaimer:

PEOPLE WHO ARE READING: PAY NO ATTENTION TO THE GIRL THAT WROTE THE ENTRIES FROM 2004! SHE HAS METAMORPHOSED FROM AN AWKWARD, GOTHY, TEENAGE LARVA INTO A THE SLIGHTLY LESS AWKWARD, MORE MATURE PRETENTIOUS COLLEGE STUDENT COCCOON WITH BETTER TASTE IN MUSIC!

My brother said two things that left me completely dumbstruck today:

"If your hair wasn't like that, you'd look like a guy."

"I'm bath, and you're room. Together we're bathroom!"

Do this one too.

2006-07-14T04:27:49Z

comment anonymously

1. one secret.
2. one compliment.
3. one complaint
4. one random thing.
5. favorite place in the world
6. a picture.
7. one wish
8. favorite smell

Stolen Survey thing....

2005-03-03T10:47:45Z

ANONYMOUSLY POST:

one secret.
one compliment.
one non-compliment.
one love-note-nice-thought-type-thing.
lyrics to a song.
how long we've been friends.
and a hint to who you are.

Sorry Guys..

2004-12-16T08:17:37Z

Unless you are a friend, you can no longer read this journal. People whom I don't want to read it do. Like my mom. And I'm not very happy with that, so from now on, it's a friends only journal. Comment to be added.

OOOooohhHHHHooooHHHHoooOOOhhhHHHH

2004-12-14T06:05:41Z

I love that sound with people are changing chords on the guitar and it makes that irresistable squeaking sound. I'm all over the map today as far as moods go. I haven't taken my medicine since Friday. So yeah, 3 days unmedicated. It sucks ass. I feel like running rampant. I need a padded cell.

That Disease Comes with a Hot Chick and a Puppy!

2004-12-14T05:59:52Z

Gold teeth and a curse for this town were all in my mouth.
Only, i don't know how they got out, dear.
Turn me back into the pet that i was when we met.
I was happier then with no mind-set.

And if you'd 'a took to me like
A gull takes to the wind.
Well, i'd 'a jumped from my tree
And i'd a danced like the king of the eyesores
And the rest of our lives would 'a fared well.

New slang when you notice the stripes, the dirt in your fries.
Hope it's right when you die, old and bony.
Dawn breaks like a bull through the hall,
Never should have called
But my head's to the wall and i'm lonely.

And if you'd 'a took to me like
A gull takes to the wind.
Well, i'd 'a jumped from my tree
And i'd a danced like the kind of the eyesores
And the rest of our lives would 'a fared well.

God speed all the bakers at dawn may they all cut their thumbs,
And bleed into their buns 'till they melt away.

I'm looking in on the good life i might be doomed never to find.
Without a trust or flaming fields am i too dumb to refine?
And if you'd 'a took to me like
Well i'd a danced like the queen of the eyesores
And the rest of our lives would 'a fared well.

David Bowie's Albums that Never Existed

2004-12-13T03:03:05Z

I had a dream that I got some David Bowie albums for Christmas which I accidentally saw by mistake, and they were all albums that he never made, and I was wearing a green fuzzy dress.

Disclaimer

2004-12-10T15:49:36Z

Ok. Someone thought I was talking about myself in my last post. I was talking about an aspect of myself but NOT myself in general. So yeah.

Fudge... I Could Really go for Fudge Right Now

2004-12-09T01:52:03Z

"Wiping your butt isn't natural."

I want some fudge. School has become exceedingly boring as of late. Except for Lit./Comp. We're doing this one thing that requires us to describe different aspects of a certain place in certain formats using exaggeration, metaphor, and an a sentence with a colon, semi-colon, and stuff like that. It's supposed to be really complicated and long. I talked to him about describing all the aspects of me, that reside in my head, that reign over every aspect of my life. He said it's ok. So, I'm going to do that.

Kary's a late Nazi. Seriously. It's ridiculous. It makes me feel like I can't go on break anymore. My stomach wasn't feeling well this morning. Neither was my throat. I think I'll write something soon, or whatever. Maybe that will cure my boredom. I'm bringing some plain notebook paper with me in class so if inspiration does, strike, I can be there for it. And sometimes it does. Normally in the form of thought though, so I end up writing down what I'm thinking. I'll probably write something on the holidays, and how screwed up they've become. I mean, in its own way, Channukah has been commercialized. It's not that big of a Jewish holiday (my sources include my best friend who's Jewish, so you can't tell me otherwise). Yes people think of it as one of the biggest holidays of the year. So yeah. I'm not sure about Ramadan or Kwanzaa though. I don't really know a whole lot about either of those holidays.

Whenever I say "cest la'vie" (however it's spelled) I always think of that Irish girl band called B*Witched. No joke. They had a song called "cest la'vie" and it was their only hit. I remember those days watching those terrible Disney concerts for teeny boppers. I remember enjoying them too. I've obviously changed a lot!

My Dear Dear CD Player, Wherever can you be...

2004-12-07T16:11:23Z

I'm missing my portable CD player. I was up all night trying to look for it. But alas! I could not find it. So I stayed up all night because it was on my mind the entire time, trying not to think about someone else using it.

And Lindsay sings Josh Groban songs around the house. That is all.

Take IT!!

2004-12-06T10:54:17Z

I made a Quiz for you! Take my Quiz! and then Check out the Scoreboard!

Oh My Gawd...

2004-12-05T10:23:35Z

Dude, "Supersize Me" has scared me away from fast food restaurants. Who knew that eating food that's high in fat could be soo bad for your mood, your sex drive, your energy, and even your LIVER!! Geez!

"Saved" is a good movie too. I think that every fundamentalist Christian should watch it, because it's funny, good, smart and hilarious!!

Arrgh Maties!!

2004-12-04T22:48:20Z

If you were a Pirate! by TheHalveric

Username

Yer Pirate Name!

Name yer ship!

Why be ye a Pirate?

Yer First Mate!

goblinchick

Yer Cabin-boy! (or girl)

sketchymurr

Ye're chief rival be the Dread Pirate

fatass_mcgee

Ye'll be pursued by Admiral

thevampyreorlok

Cut to ribbon in a freak cannon accident...

journeysparadox

Yer pirate captive to use fer yer wicked pleasures

monkeyabuser

Number o'ships ye'll sink and women ye'll plunder!

Chance ye'll be hanged... or worse.: 44%

Quiz created with MemeGen!

Hmm..

2004-12-04T22:39:59Z

Dude.. I'm super far in Shadow Hearts 2!! I might even have it finished by the end of my 3 day weekend!!

I Hate you.. I Fucking HATE YOU!!!

2004-12-03T23:19:42Z

For my mother...

You obviously didn't read the letter. You obviously don't know what he means to me. I want to run far away right now, and I know plenty of places that I can go to. You have NO FUCKING IDEA HOW YOU TEAR ME APART!! I'm sorry I wrote that one thing about him. He never said he hated you. He just feels like he's a fucking servant. I'll probably never ever talk to you again. You don't know the things that you do to me, you have no idea how everytime you take him away I die a little bit inside. You are not my mother.

School.

2004-12-02T20:13:07Z

"They're termites, or dalmations!!"

I'm a bit more relaxed and I'm feeling better. I almost didn't go to school today. I'm still extremely tired. I'm going to get credit in 3 out the 4 classes I have.

Gothic Solstice this Year!

2004-12-01T20:26:13Z

Part of the Solstice celebration soundtrack this year is Dead Can Dance!! That's KWAZYY!!! DCD are/were a popular goth band.

Another bitch quote from Abby: In response to Solstice "Oh great.. We're celebrating the winter Pagan festival." Thats RUDE!!

What a whore.

It has now occurred to me that we are not allowed to play games on the computer.

Bad Stomach

2004-12-01T09:27:43Z

My stomach acted up today. First it was gas, then diarhhea (I never know the spelling of that word) then a combination of the two. While I was sitting at the desk, it wouldn't stop rumbling! It was cwazy!!! Lindsay has the worst art teacher in the history of art teachers. I still don't feel up to snuff yet though. The release of all that tension through my bowels was nice!

cutelilcenobite @ 2004-12-01T00:58:00

2004-12-01T08:59:08Z

For future reference, the Midaeval Baebes rock my socks!!

Hmm...

2004-11-30T21:53:45Z

I feel a little bit better. Only a little bit though. Maybe it's stress.

Cleanliness is the Most Refreshing Thing Ever.

2004-11-29T07:26:58Z

"Please explain to me the scientific basis of 'the whammy'."

I just finished taking a shower. I was looking over some of my reports from last year, and realized that I still agree with my 15-year-old self on horror, gay marriage, and how McCarthyism and the Salem Witch trials are related. I'm very proud of all of those pieces.

I was just thinking about how we're such a Christian culture. I mean, even though everything on T.V. says "holiday season" to be politically correct, there showing images of things associated with Christmas. And the songs played on the radio are all Christmas carols. I'd personally like to hear, something like the Dredle song, or some other Channukah song. I think it would be a great thing to have some diversity this "holiday" season and promote Channukah rather than continue to promote Christmas. We've capatilized every other Christian holiday so why not move over to other religions, like Paganism. We'd have every Halloween off because it's the celebration of Samhain (pronounced sow-en) in the original Celtic cultures. I think that would make the world more interesting.

CHEESUS!!

2004-11-29T03:52:24Z

I'm still fucking tired.

And my mother's a dictator. And the X-Files rule!

Exhaustion... I hate going out of town for Thanksgiving.

2004-11-27T20:14:50Z

For our next Thanksgiving, I AM STAYING HERE!!!! And if the only option to exercise this need is to celebrate it with Craig's family, then so be it! The entire time I was there, I was exhausted. And none of us really visited with Alex because he ignored us the entire time. Then we saw Kaitie. Not the dog, Jackie-Uncle-Steven's-girlfriend's-daughter-Kaitie. I did not recognize her at all. She's grown up SOSOSOSOSOSO much. Jackie has a cute house.

Thanksgiving dinner was delicious, even though mom didn't make her pumpkin soup. I loved the gravy!! And I had the best time with Lindsay. It was like we were four and six again. We were goofing off and mom literally pulled the car over so we would stop making noise. It was fun. Nickey was irritating and upsetting as always. I'm still tired. So I think I'll call Craig and then go back to sleep.

The ride was uncomfortable and gorgeous at the same time. The moon was in its waning gibbous phase! It was almost full but not, because it had been full a couple of nights ago. Anywho, the sky was bright with the silvery glow, without the interruption of streetlights which made me very happy. It was very bright and very pretty. Meanwhile, the dogs took up the entire seat was occupied by the dogs, so that made sleeping very difficult. At one point I managed to contort myself into this sideways position, right as we were pulling into the driveway. My back is still sore from trying to find a decent position.

Heeheeheeheeeheehee

2004-11-25T07:33:42Z

Lindsay has the tune part to one of my favorite songs MEMORIZED!!! And it's not something that you'd expect her to memorize either.. teeheeheeheehee

"I like to whisper too!"

And I like to do splits on the escalator!